Pros and Cons

I went to look at a place yesterday. This "place" as I call it, was actually an apartment. With a bedroom. And a stove. The rent is a little lower, and it's right next to a great friend of mine. I could walk to the bus to work, instead of driving 8 miles - so that's a positive and a cost savings as well. Plus it's way more in the heart of things, rather than in the stix, where I live now. And an awesome living room.

But it's not that much cheaper. It's still really, really far from my work. And it's way smaller than my current place. The fridge is tiny, there's no real place to eat, and who knows where this economy is heading??? I mean it's CRAZY out there, and people are panicking - cut it out by the way, you're fucking it up for all of us.

And then I make a pros and cons list. For some reason, this always makes me feel like an idiot. Writing down ones concerns on a piece of paper - or in this case, in a spreadsheet - really exposes one as a moron. Phrases like "closer to shit" and "more Rock Band"...I'm not saying those things aren't super important, but on paper, they sound really stupid.

Anyway, I was hoping if I put them into a blog, sort of stream of conscious-like, it might somehow appear less silly. Thanks for your time (which, by the way, I can control - but that's a different post).